ABC

You know you got it, if it makes you feel good.

I am sitting in my room looking out at the dreary day. Everything is grey gray grey gray. Does anybody even know which spelling is correct? I don’t think so. And if both are correct, I highly disagree. Only one should be allowed.

Anyway, yeah, I am wearing my huge red sweater that i thought was missing forever but BRAYDEN HAD IT THE WHOLE TIME. So happy it is once again in my possession. My cat is sleeping behind my computer. Sheila is very convenient for holding my electronic devices. I just put my phone on her and my ipod and other such things and that way i know where they are in my bed. My bed has holes to a parallel universe, so all my things get lost quite easily.

I OFFICIALLY accepted my offer of admissions today. I feel so OFFICIAL. No, not really at all. But it was mighty exciting I suppose. I smell like beeswax due to the new ‘organic’ foundation I got.

I love tsunami bomb. You should too.

I have a pic of my cat for all to see:
 

She looks a little pissed.

YES

cool:

Cinnamon Chasers - Luv Deluxe (Music Video) from Saman Keshavarz on Vimeo.

BARK

So things are looking up for me. I just today found out I have been accepted to the program I applied to. I am so excited! The program is art and art history, a joint program at Sheridan and U of T. I went shopping today as well, which was satisfying. I now have two pairs of new jeans that are not dysfunctional  in any way. I also got some capri things, a cute little black dress, a grey skirt/dress, and a green shirt. It was rather successful if I do say so myself.

So this Wednesday is St. Patricks day. I am rather excited as I am going down to Guelph to drink and be merry. I am obviously going to wear my Irish Knit, as well as some green apparel.

I have a cool video to share:

Gorillaz featuring Mos Def ‘Stylo’

SATISFACTION

Because life is too short.
Because birds can fly and we can’t.
Because I have your back.
Because I am connected to everything.
Because the leaves will come back.
Because I love.
Because I breath.
Because I tear down lies.
Because I look past your fake tears.
Because I break every pair of sunglasses I have within a week.
Because music is magic.
Because I still sleep with teddy bears.
Because I have better things to worry about.
Because I have good health care.
Because I JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE.

lifting up.

SICK

I am sick of everything. And everyone.

It’s sad to think about things ending, people changing, but it happens. It happens all the time. It happens whether you like it or not, and I have spent too much time waiting around for people to wake up, change for the better, or maybe even open their eyes to the fact that they could very well be wrong.

I am tired of people talking behind my back. If you have a problem, talk to my face about it. Apparently I am immature for wanting that. I personally do not think that’s too much to ask.

I am tired of people I think I know continuously surprising me in negative ways. There is no concrete right or wrong. There is only every individual, and what they personally think is right or wrong. With that said, how is it possible for one person to get mad at another, only pertaining to the fact that they have their own opinions? I have my OWN opinions. I have my OWN views on what is right and wrong. And I completely know that my views work for me.

I am tired of being thrown around, and pulled in different directions. My ideals are strong, and I am a good person. Petty issues, unnecessary drama. I’m sick of it.

Cheating, lying, bitching, fuck it.

I quit.

CUTE

This is one of the cutest things I have ever seen. Clever guy.

BLAH

So I haven`t  written a blog in a whileISH.

I don`t even know what to write. I really have not been leading an exhilarating life. I need a new job. PLEASE SOMEONE FIND ME A NEW JOB.

I am watching sex and the city. Good show.

And this is boring!

Anyway, I am off to shower now.